Yesterday i went to the hospital to do a ppd test that i have to do every year.while i was waiting for the result of the ppd test the doctor asked me to come in his room.he showed me something that i didn't understand and told me to do a casking test.I was so nervous and scared because i would like to know what was it.After 2 hours the nurse took my vital signs because i was so anxious and she gave me something to drink.Finally the doctor called me again ,and he showed me the result of the casking test.There is a 1.7 cm ill-defined nodule in the posterior right of my lung.Then he told me it must be a kind of cancer.Now i have to do a biopsie to certified what is it because the doctor wants to give me the good explanation as possible.I even cried yesterday,my mom and the rest of my family were out of controle.I hope God going to do a miracle for me because i think i need my life it is to early for me to pass out.May God bless me all the time ...

Yesterday was my sister in law's birthday. we went somewhere to celebrate her birthday.Suddenly she received a call from her mother who in Haiti and she told my sister in law that her brother had an horrible accident they dont know if he going to survive.Unfortunately she cannot stay anymore to celebrate because she became so sad and started to cry.She decided to go back to Haiti by tuesday to see her brother.that was so sad because it was her birthday then she received a bad news like that.i dont know why this month always bring sadness in my house.First, was about my grandmother .Second i fainted.Third about my sister in law's brother.I hope one day God going to give us a better life without sadness.

my worst day

Yesterday was a bad day for me .It was the worst day ever.The reasons why it was a horrible day for ,me are because yesterday morning when i woke up i wasn't feeling good.Iwent to a doctor because the way my body felt was bizare and weird.When i got there,the doctor asked me some questions and he also checked me up .Then he told me to stay home for two days and take some rest because my body needed it ,but i didn't really listen to him because i had to go to school .After when i really think about it ,the doctor was right because the reason why i was fainted is because i don't really have time to sleep. I spent my whole time working . So i think these are the reason why  i  am really sick because i didn't take a time for me or to take care of my health.

thursday night my mother's aunt called my mom to let her knew  my grandmother  was sick. two hours later my cousin sent me a text message and she wrote the ambulance just came to take my grandmother's corpe.I even cried my mother was suspicious and told me what's happened icannot say anything to her she took my cell phone, she read the message then she realized her mother was died.that was so sad i always feel this sadness .the worst thing is i won't be abble to go to her funeral because i cannot miss another class day.She was 67 years old and i loved her so much.Idont know when i will stop crying but now i really can't .I miss her so much.

Today , i went out and i saw a lot of people wearning green.It was little bizare to me because  i didn't understand why i saw so much green! so i asked my friend why do i see most people wearning green? they told me that it is saint patrick day.they said to me that on saint patrick day a lot of people wear green.My friends werw also wearning green.To me it was kind of funny. I mean,i wasn't making fun of their holiday because i respect that.It was funny to me because when.I asked them why they celebrate saint patrick, they could't answer.So i found out that most people do it because others do it too.But i still respect that .
  

this afternoon i found myself having a conversation with some friends in my work.then I thought about a month ago i couldn't have a long conversation in english. I was very proud of myself for learning it that fast, i don't even have a lot of time in the school and i am cathing it very fast. when I really think about it, the reason why i get it so fast is because of my friends are always forcing me to speak in english.when i refused, they ignored me.so they really help me.and mrs Elaine i would like to thank you for your passion with me because you really help me when i make mistakes in my writing and I know i make a lots of mistakes.By the way, writing this blog helps me too,even though I don't write it everyday,it really helps me.I'm sorry for that.I will make it up . Have a wonderful night :)

i was so happy today because i saw on tv ''fall'' is coming soon.I really don't like winter because it is to cold and it is imposible to wear anything you want .In my country, we have only hot temperarure that the reason it is verry har for me when i just came to the USA.i told my mom if the wheater going  to change one day.She said yes that will be happen,and i was so exited to see the summer.i can't wait for this summer go over because i really need my real weather  and go on the street  without a Jacket on.
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I have always thought that english very hard to learn.When i starting to learn it i realize  it was not  as hard as i thought but the best think is practice speaking with someone who speak english well and this person going to help you to corect your maistakes.I found out that if youknow the rules and the meaning of the words,you can easily communicate to others.When i came to the USA i thought it going to take me a lot of years to say something in english.After those 6week s at ncc i really can make a different between before and after.I will always be thankful to you miss Elaine.To tell you thruth,writing the blogs really help me.Unfortunately, it is hard to me to write each day because i came back to work very late and go throughtout my homework that's the reason i always did my blog at this time.I hope i'll able to speak english well.

When i did my research today i was so surprised.I didn't know if one of my country's monuments was collapse because the journalists didn't really talk about it.The last time i went to Fort-jacques was on february 11th 2004 with my school.when The teachers explained us the story,it was more understandable than when we were in class because as they talked they showed us the things.we spent 5 hours together and we had a lot of fun.The special thing was ,on monday the teachers gave us a text to talk about this monument. Almost everybody failled the test because we didn't really paid attention in what they said but we got more interest in what we saw and the freedom over there.Today i was so sad when i saw that.I never thought in my whole life as haitien i visited  Fort Jacques only once in my life.

I remember how excited i was when I visited the Statue of Liberty. To me, it represents the spirit of America. Before I came to the United State i always want to visit this monument that i saw on TV. I have realized that the most beauty of America is all those wonderful monuments and  the freedom. Most of the people I met here are so amazing. I took my cousins and my brother to see the Statue of Liberty last summer. My cousins came from Paris to visit me. They wanted to visit some monuments in America. One of the monuments I took them to see was the Lady of liberty. They took so many photos of the statue. Without too many words, I still could feel their excitement and admiration. It was my first time i get into a boat i was scared but my motive was to reach my destination.we had a lot of fun and i hope to go there again.

 

 

My first communion

I dont really know what to write about anymore.let me just go back in the days when i was 8, the day i had my holy communion.well to me,as a little kids that days was the most brilliant day in my life.but before i receive my first communion,i had to study a big book which contained a lot of catechism.i wanted to communate so badly that I neglected all of my lessons to study the catechism book. so I started goind very bad in my classes and getting good grades in my bible class. one day, the principle called my mother and told her that i am failing the class. My mother was very angrry at me.she took my catechism book and ripped it apart. after she told me that i will not receive my first communion until I passed all the classes. I started crying. But after when i saw that she was really serious about it.
 I decided to study all my lessons without the catechism book. Fortunately, I passed the class. So my mother let me received my first communion. My mother made a big party for me. It was such as a wedding.I was very exited. I have never forgot that day and i never will.